Awkwardness on its peak!

 How does it feel when the whole class is laughing at you? because you are so dumb that you are not able to introduce yourself. Embarrassing right? Well this was the very first class of strategic procurement when I was in 6th semester. As always I was late for the class and my friend was texting me to hurry up because the seat he reserved for me was no longer available. The professor shuffled the students. It was the class of a major subject so all of the sections who choose supply chain as a major  were now in this class and in the class of 40 I have only one friend who was not able to sit with me. In my case last bench and friends are the support system to me. At that day when I arrived in the class only seat at the right front  was free. So, I had to sit their. Blank headed, zoomed out version of me was sitting at front when the teacher asked us all to introduced ourselves. And I was like, Whooo amm I?????

I said, "I am Aimen and I am a student". The teacher said yes I know you are a student that's why you are sitting here. Tell us more about yourself. I don't know what had happened to me that I was not able to make a simple conversation with teacher and I said, "What you want to know about me? what should I tell you?" Teacher said obviously if am asking you to introduce yourself you have to tell me what is your CGPA, from where have you done your school and college? What was your percentage? Why are you doing BBA and what motivated you to choose supply chain management as a major? I am not interested in knowing who is your father? who is your grandfather? What was their profession? I am just asking to introduce your educational background and that's all. The whole class was laughing at me like there is some comedy show going on.

I was feeling very ashamed  and wanted to give a proper professional introduction of mine but things have already gone wrong that I was not confident to say something at all. Then somehow, I managed to give answers to all those questions in this way; Sir I have done my Matric from Fauji Foundation Talagang and I scored 83%, I did my fsc from Cadet College Jhang.... I was going to complete the sentence but lets welcome an interruption Sir said; are there any cadet colleges for girls? The whole class replied YESS SIR now there are many. Then sir questioned me why are you doing BBA why haven't you joined Armed forces? There were many answers in mind for this why like a whole long story bruh! But guess what I choose to remain quite, and after sometime I said something which you should not say to any retired or serving officer. I replied; because the routine and discipline we had to follow their and saying yes sir yes sir on everything was very difficult for me, I lost my interest to join armed forces. And here comes a long and heavy kind of lecture on our education system, on my life decisions, on me, with a pinch of sarcastic sentences for me; while all other students are enjoying it a lot. Then sir again turned to me and ask me to continue and I was like anything still left to say now???!!

Sir said why have to chosen supply chain to study? There were many valid and genuine reasons to give but guess what? I again had chosen the dumbest reason to give answer. I said; Because in previous semesters I had studies human resource management, accounting, finance, and marketing. But we haven't studied a single course related to SCM. I do not like that subjects that I have studied that's why I had chosen this one.

The reaction of sir was like; OHHH GREAT, you haven't studied a single course for this major and now you are going to do specialization in this one, how are you so sure that you will like this subject? does this make any sense to you? and then again a whole lecture about faults in education systems started. Then sir asked me to come on the podium. I was like what the hell? what would I do there? Please don't do this!!! But he was like  come on and speak while standing here for 5 minutes. I replied what should I talk about? he said just talk about anything the whole class wants to listen something from you. They will listen to you. I replied, "They are paying to listen to your lectures not for what I will say" the audience was like ohhhhawwhhhaww and I was abusing myself in my head. Then somehow I managed to escape that strange situation and get back to my seat. then sir moved toward the other student.

The thing is that never be late in any of your class and be confident while introducing yourself. NEVER BE A DUMB ASS NERD.  

Last day of first Semester

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 University life is full of ups and down where you do not know the scenes create suddenly that will be remembered till life.😆😁😓 I also remember the scene that has happened to me in my last day of university. Although people says that they remember first day but I am not very regular person that attend university. I am a person that does not go to orientation and showed up to the university after two weeks. 😎😎😎

Now back to the story, this happened when we go to some restaurant to have some fun after our last paper. We enjoyed our food very calmly and make a lot of funny videos🤩🤩🥳. We chat a lot about our exams that is our first experience in the university. We are also praying to get good marks in the exams.😜😜Now we are very relaxed as we do not have to worry about any assignment, quiz or final projects😍😴😴. We enjoyed a lot there but it is the calmness before the storm. My three friends and I book an uber to go back to hostel. I was unaware that this event will happen to me. Since my friend and I have to dropout first. 🤔🤔🧐🧐When I drop out I suddenly feel that something has slid down my lap. But the sudden moment of realization hit to me that it was my mobile that has fallen down in the back seat of the car.😢😢 When I realized that it was really my phone, it was too late. The Uber was gone. World changes in a second where we are running towards that uber like a fool.

The most laughing moment is that my friend does not have balance🙄 in her phone so we are just start running towards their hostel. 😑😑😑When we reach there, we thought that we should call them but we are too shy😕 to borrow mobile from other students. So we come back to our hostel empty-handed.🥲🥲When I was going back there were very scary thoughts running in my mind that were disturbing. What will happy if they do not have my phone?😓😓 What will happen if the uber driver has the phone but don’t know about It.?😓😓 What if the uber driver will pick a new ride and he/she will sneakily pick my phone?😓😓 My phone has a lot of my dancing video and all of my friend’s funny and ugly photos that I clicked to threaten them😟😟😡. So now how I threaten them as I don’t have anything in my hand. On the other hand my phone has a lot of documents that is very important to me. When we reach here than we call my mobile and other two friends mobile. Then it was very the perfect moment😄😄😄😃 where they told us that she has my mobile and they picked it up from the car. So what now has to done was to get my mobile phone back from her. We again walk towards her hostel to get it. It was a great exercise 😬😬😥🙄🙄for me and my friend. As we just wanted to relax after coming back to hostel. When we reach there she tells me that my phone has a call from my uncle. 😝😝So I thanked Allah that the call comes in a good moment and the mobile is not in a silent mode. Now we returned to the hostel. When we were returning to the hostel , we are so happy🤪😜😝. I was thinking I should not put my phone on my lap or don’t have to be shy to ask help from other people. As university is the place that gives us confidence to interact with people and it is the main purpose of going to the university.🙃🙃🙃🙃😉